So, my first day of summer.. kindasorta
I didn't do much. Watched a Steven Spielberg had a 5 foot long and a strawberry ice cream.
I was asked if i could have one thing in life, what would it be by my English teacher.
I answered something like... well, duh, i want all the money, the fame, i want to be in a happy family, i want to be in love, i want to have the time of my live, etc etc.
but most importantly, the only and one thing i want for myself is that i want to be myself. Losing who i am would be such a shame. My life might not be as great as Rockefellers, but I love it. And if it weren't for me, where would i be at.
They way i see things, the way i think, when i have a pen between my fingers, when i feel emotions, ... these are all the truly unique things to me, and i'm sure to everyone else too. they make me who i am as a human being. this independence of unique thought i have from the rest of the world is a treasure. see, We do not appreciate things the same way. I do not appreciate easter eggs like some people would... but damn i helllla appreciate craftmanship of a garmet. What we appreciate is like our childhood items. It's so beautiful and only we see the value in it.
If i am not me, i could be a discriminating person, someone that dont really party, and i wouldnt understand the art of southpark... but wait.. i might be a super straight A student that is going to a private school.. but whatever it maybe.. i love my life
It is hard for me to be positive at most time...but right now, i'm positive, i'm in love with who i am and i'm excited for what future might bring to me. Maybe it's the summer <3
one day, i will make sense
and i cant believe i found this song !! missd you so oo oooo oo much!
Nth Degree (Album Version) - Morningwood